Question mark in black board symbolising the concept of learning from your mistakes

Ever had one of those ‘Oh, not again!’ moments?

Like walking into your kitchen first thing in the morning, only to be greeted by the light you forgot to switch off after a midnight snack. It’s a small annoyance, right?

Yet, these minor irritations can be our greatest teachers, reminding us that we’re all human and prone to mistakes.

Sure, it’s no biggie. A sip of your morning coffee, a refreshing shower, and poof! The irritation evaporates. No harm done, no lasting impact.

If only all our mistakes were this trivial, right?

But as we all know, life isn’t always so forgiving. Some mistakes latch onto us, dragging us into a whirlpool of guilt and self-loathing. They’re not just annoying; they’re life-altering.

In this journey, I’m going to share some monumental blunders we, as fallible humans, often make. I’ll open up about my own missteps that led me down a path of self-punishment.

And most importantly, I’ll reveal how I hit the brakes, turned around, and started learning from my mistakes.

So, if you’re wrestling with guilt and self-loathing because of some life-altering mistakes you’ve made, stick around.

My hope is that my experiences and my journey of learning from my mistakes can help you navigate through the storm and emerge stronger on the other side.

Blunder #1: The Lure of Greener Grass

Ever noticed how the grass always seems greener on the other side?

Like when a new colleague walks by, leaving a trail of intoxicating allure in their wake.

You’d discreetly crane your neck, drawn in by that tantalising scent of fresh-cut grass. It was irresistible. And then, you succumbed to the allure.

The longing intensified, morphing into a deep ache. You couldn’t resist anymore. And then, it happened.

In the aftermath of your irreversible “oopsie,” all you could mutter was, “Curse those team-building exercises…”

But here’s the kicker: soon after the thrill of your forbidden tryst, you realised something.

That new, greener grass? It still needed mowing, and care, just like any other lawn.

Ironically, you’d spent a good chunk of your life doing just that with your spouse. Together, you’d nurtured your lawn to near perfection. And now, it is all gone.

Starting from scratch, without knowing if the other person has the same commitment or patience to cultivate a lawn with you, is daunting.

But the real kicker? The unbearable pain you inflicted on your loyal spouse.

And just like that, you’re plunged into a pit of self-loathing and guilt, all because you overlooked the importance of learning from your mistakes.

Blunder #2: The Downfall of an Impulsive Gambler

There’s a voice inside your head, constantly reminding you of that one time you struck gold.

This voice isn’t just a voice, it’s a metaphor for the internal struggle that many people face when dealing with addiction or impulsive behaviour.

You’d swooped in, spun the roulette wheel, and hit red. The rush was electric, a feeling you’d never experienced before. And then, you gave in to the voice.

That voice, it just wouldn’t let you forget your moment of euphoria.

Day 1: “Hey, remember that rush? Let’s do it again.”

Day 2: You shrug it off, ignore the voice, and carry on with your day.

Day 3: The “what ifs” start creeping in. “It happened once, it could happen again, right?”

Day 4: Rationality prevails. “Don’t be daft. It was just luck.” You continue to ignore the voice and go about your business.

Day 5: “You’re missing out, mate,” the voice insists. It’s getting on your nerves. “Buzz off!” you retort.

Day 6: “Think about it. Another win could pay off a chunk of your debt. You could take your kids to Disney World.”

Day 7: “The kids would love Disney World, wouldn’t they? And it would ease my wife’s stress about money. Maybe, just maybe…”

Day 8: You finally cave. The lure of the casino pulls you in, the promise of victory whispering in your ear. You’re going to win again, you tell yourself, you’re going to take your kids to Disney World. You place your bet, the wheel spins, and then… black. Not red. Your rent money, your children’s Disney dreams, all gone in a cruel, swift moment. You’re rooted to the spot, stunned.

Day 9: The voice goes silent for a few days.

Day 10: The voice is back, and it’s not mincing words. “You idiot.”

And there you are, trapped in a cycle of depression, self-loathing, and guilt.

All because you overlooked the lesson of learning from your mistakes.

Blunder #3: The Wake-Up Call of a Workaholic

You never really left your family, not physically at least. But work, it was always your first love.

You were hooked, just like an alcoholic is to booze. But then, you realised the cost.

This is a stark reminder of the importance of work-life balance.

Overworking can lead to missing out on precious family moments and eventually, a sense of regret and loss.

Your kids, they stopped sharing their school stories with you. You missed their plays, their games, so often that they stopped expecting you to be there.

Even when you were around, they felt your absence.

During those rare family dinners, your mind was elsewhere, preoccupied with the next day’s meeting or product launch.

Your kids grew up, moved on, and became as distant as you’d been. You thought you were doing right by them, providing for them, working hard for the family.

But then, on one of your countless business trips, alone in a remote hotel room, it hit you. It was your birthday, but there were no calls, just an echoing silence.

You felt a wave of emptiness as you sank into the plush sofa, staring at the vacant seats.

That’s when you realised the magnitude of your mistake. You began to grieve for the lost hours, the missed moments.

All because you overlooked the crucial lesson of learning from your mistakes.

The Blame Game and Playing the Victim

Can you recall any major blunders you’ve made that led to a whirlwind of self-loathing? I’ve been there, trust me. It’s a path many of us have walked, and I know how easy it is to fall into the trap of playing the victim.

Let me give you a bit of backstory to help you understand where I was coming from.

For the longest time, I prided myself on being responsible. Everyone around me thought the same. I left home at 18, put myself through school, and there was no other way for me but to be responsible.

I hustled hard, juggling university courses, private tutoring gigs in the evenings, and waiting tables over the weekends.

Struggling to make ends meet while maintaining good grades was tough, but oddly enough, I barely remember the struggle.

In my mind, I was on a journey. The hardships were just stepping stones, not the destination. So, I took it all in stride.

I did go places, both metaphorically and physically. But years later, when I made a terrible mistake that wreaked havoc in every aspect of my life, I couldn’t stop blaming myself.

“All that struggle, just to end up here? Really?”

Blame and self-hatred became my constant companions, tormenting me day in and day out. I played the perfect victim.

“Look at how much I’m hurting. I deserve all of this.”

But that’s where I overlooked the crucial process of learning from my mistakes.

The Downward Spiral

I stopped caring about what I ate, gave up on exercise, and shut out the world. I pushed people away, severed ties with friends and family, and became a hermit in my own home.

I revelled in my misery, almost enjoying it.

This was a dark time, a time when reaching out for help could have made a world of difference. But then, I hit rock bottom

I would’ve stayed in that state forever, had it not been for a wake-up call that shook me to my core. My body had had enough of my self-destruction.

Countless trips to the doctor, a cocktail of antibiotics, emergency room visits, CT scans, invasive medical procedures, hospital stays, anaesthesia, surgery—I never imagined my mental state could wreak such havoc on my body.

I was doing this to myself, playing the victim, punishing myself to alleviate the guilt of my mistakes.

I learned the hard way that wallowing in guilt and self-punishment only digs us deeper into the hole, even if we’ve acknowledged our mistakes.

“I Didn’t Mean To, But I Couldn’t Help It”

When we fall into this pit, we never plan to stay. It just sort of happens.

It’s a feeling many of us can relate to, this sense of being overwhelmed by our mistakes. It feels like the only way to cope with the fallout of our mistakes.

And before we know it, we’re stuck, lost in our own guilt.

The only way out of this self-destructive cycle is self-forgiveness and a resolve to move on. It sounds so straightforward, doesn’t it?

But is it easy? Absolutely not.

For me, it took a surgery and a subsequent shift in perspective to re-embrace the concept of learning from my mistakes and begin the journey of healing.

Born to Shine

Picture this: a million cells in your body, each one a tiny spotlight. When all these lights are switched on, you’re a beacon of brightness, just like the day you were born—radiant and full of life.

Your body is a lighthouse, casting out millions of beams of light. Can you feel the energy pulsating within and around you?

Everywhere you go, you add a splash of colour.

The people you interact with, the things you do, they all become a little brighter because of you.

Think about newborn babies. How do they make us feel? They bring a smile to our faces, don’t they?

But when you’re drowning in self-loathing, guilt, and punishment, you start switching off these lights, one by one.

You’re the one dimming your own glow, and it’s nobody else’s fault.

You morph into a grey blob, shuffling around like a zombie.

You’re devoid of energy; people barely notice you; the things you do lose their vibrancy, to you and everyone else.

And that’s what happens when you disregard the importance of learning from your mistakes.

Reignite Your Inner Glow Today

It took me a string of doctor’s appointments and a terrifying surgery to finally decide to move on from my mistakes and self-punishment. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.

So, picture all the lights within you, the ones you were born with. Do everything in your power to keep them shining bright.

When you’re consumed by the feeling of deserving punishment, it’s hard to think of anything else. 

But remember, clinging to guilt and self-punishment, instead of learning from your mistakes, puts your mind and body in jeopardy, with effects that could last a lifetime.

Final Thoughts: The Power of Learning from Mistakes

Robert Downey Jr. nailed it when he said:

I think you end up doing the stuff you were supposed to do at the time you were supposed to do it.

That’s the crux of it.

We were fools, but we were meant to be fools at that particular moment in our lives. It allowed us to stumble, pick ourselves up, learn from our mistakes, grow, and evolve into better versions of ourselves.

So, where will your mistakes lead you in the next few years?

Will you be shining brighter than ever, having embraced the power of learning from your mistakes?

Or will you be wandering in the dark, like a zombie?

The choice is yours, and I believe in your ability to shine.

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